Thursday, August 05, 2004
Dream
I had the weirdest dream of my life last night.
First, I have to clarify that I don't dream that much. Or maybe I don't remember them.
To give you a background on the dream: It was my boyfriend's birthday last night and I invited few of our friends that have stayed here in Ithaca during summer. We drank lots of wine and had really good conversations about everything; from politics in Brazil, Canada and USA to drugdealers in Columbia. We had a very delicious chocolate mousse cake along with other things. So a really good night :) By the time that our guests left it was about 1:30 or 2 AM and I was totally drunk, well not in a bad way of course, just feeling good. And I went to sleep.
So I dream that some other person that I know asks me to marry him and he proposes to me in the beach (in my dream it looked like one of the beaches in Southern California). His father gives him money to buy a ring for me (I can even remember how much it was worth and I scaled it back to dollars in my dream so it was worth approximately $5000). I accept the proposal and yet I know that my real boyfriend (who is my boyfriend in real life whose birthday was last night) would be really upset with me. I was so drunk in my dream (!!!) that I couldn't refuse the proposal though! And I said yes. Then I dreamt that I was lying in bed beside my to-be-husband (well, with night gown! and he was asleep) and for some reason I have the ring in my mouth. Suddenly the ring explodes into pieces and scatters in my mouth. I could feel the bits and pieces of diamond between my teeth (very bad feeling, not recommended)...At the same time I was thinking to my self, "this is not right, I love my real boyfriend and there is no ring anyway!!!!!!!!!!" At this point I was undergoing so much emotional pressure in my dream that it was becoming really intolerable. I even thought of escaping from the country! I think it was about this time that I forced myself to wake up!!!
Conclusion: Don't go to bed when you are really drunk!
First, I have to clarify that I don't dream that much. Or maybe I don't remember them.
To give you a background on the dream: It was my boyfriend's birthday last night and I invited few of our friends that have stayed here in Ithaca during summer. We drank lots of wine and had really good conversations about everything; from politics in Brazil, Canada and USA to drugdealers in Columbia. We had a very delicious chocolate mousse cake along with other things. So a really good night :) By the time that our guests left it was about 1:30 or 2 AM and I was totally drunk, well not in a bad way of course, just feeling good. And I went to sleep.
So I dream that some other person that I know asks me to marry him and he proposes to me in the beach (in my dream it looked like one of the beaches in Southern California). His father gives him money to buy a ring for me (I can even remember how much it was worth and I scaled it back to dollars in my dream so it was worth approximately $5000). I accept the proposal and yet I know that my real boyfriend (who is my boyfriend in real life whose birthday was last night) would be really upset with me. I was so drunk in my dream (!!!) that I couldn't refuse the proposal though! And I said yes. Then I dreamt that I was lying in bed beside my to-be-husband (well, with night gown! and he was asleep) and for some reason I have the ring in my mouth. Suddenly the ring explodes into pieces and scatters in my mouth. I could feel the bits and pieces of diamond between my teeth (very bad feeling, not recommended)...At the same time I was thinking to my self, "this is not right, I love my real boyfriend and there is no ring anyway!!!!!!!!!!" At this point I was undergoing so much emotional pressure in my dream that it was becoming really intolerable. I even thought of escaping from the country! I think it was about this time that I forced myself to wake up!!!
Conclusion: Don't go to bed when you are really drunk!
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Tuesday, August 03, 2004
Massage
Have you ever taken a massage? I badly need one now. I have to start going to the gym again. Will try to go today. I feel very bulky inside!
I read somewhere: "Massage is to the human body what a tuneup is to a car"
It is so true!
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I read somewhere: "Massage is to the human body what a tuneup is to a car"
It is so true!
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Sunday, August 01, 2004
Create HOPE
I was walking in downtown a few days ago when I saw this sign on the wall:
I thought to myself, they are probably advertizing for something and looked more carefully to find the name of the company behind it. Nothing was there though.
Just a big plain wall, with two words: "create hope!"
I thought it was a really nice thing that somebody had done. For it is nearly a week that I am thinking about this sentence and how I can actually do create hope. Maybe the better question would be for whom or why or hope for what... But for whatever reason, it is always hoping for the better that keeps us moving on.
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I thought to myself, they are probably advertizing for something and looked more carefully to find the name of the company behind it. Nothing was there though.
Just a big plain wall, with two words: "create hope!"
I thought it was a really nice thing that somebody had done. For it is nearly a week that I am thinking about this sentence and how I can actually do create hope. Maybe the better question would be for whom or why or hope for what... But for whatever reason, it is always hoping for the better that keeps us moving on.
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